• Feeling: Lucky / Sad
• Listening to: Nothing today
• Watching: Lucifer

I’ve been married for 15 years to D today and feel very lucky.

We’re not exactly big on celebrating our wedding anniversary and some years we’ve both forgotten about it only to be reminded by friends. But this year we both remembered it, but didn’t really have any way to celebrate.

We decided we’d have a nice meal (lemon sole baked with tomatoes and olives) and a bottle of bubbly and enjoy it.

F got home from school with her report which was excellent, but unfortunately I then told her off about something and she exploded with rage – upsetting herself and me. Even though later we did make up it really spoilt my evening and left me feeling really down – which rather took the shine off the dinner and anniversary celebrations, such as they were.

So feeling rather sad now and not exactly in the anniversary mood, even though I know I’m so lucky to be married to D.

Stay safe, stay strong