• Feeling: Fed up
• Listening to: Lily Allen (again)
• Watching: Fort Salem

Had some disappointing news this evening, and not really feeling up to writing much as a result. Suddenly something we were looking forward to is gone (again). In the big scheme of thing it’s just a minor set back, but I’m a bit fed up with these small disappointments now 🙁

Aside from that a reasonably typical day. Work for me and D, B doing stuff on his computer, F listening to music. In the afternoon F watched The Personal History of David Copperfield – we watched this in Stratford-upon-Avon when it came out and all loved it – F has been asking for us to buy it for a while (even before it was available) and today seemed like a good time so she was very happy watching that.

Going to sleep now and hoping things feel a bit less crappy in the morning

• Feeling: OK
• Listening to: Lily Allen
• Watching: Cursed

Woke up first this morning (maybe about the same time as B) and made tea (D is almost always up first and makes me tea pretty much every day, so high time I returned the favour).

F stayed in bed the longest, listening to her latest audiobook (Point Blanc, the second book in the Alex Rider series) and then The Unbelievable Truth. D and I were both working by the time F came down, and B was to build a “non-euclidean 3d environment” (no – me neither) on his computer.

F wrote a new poem for her web page – presented here with some spelling corrections from me:

Change
The change of views
You know you can't choose
Which way our species will go
Hoping that our minds will grow
To understand Why
Why?

The rest of the day was work for me and D, with B doing various projects on his computer and F happily listening to music and then watching Mary Poppins.

Both D and I are already counting down to our time off next week!, and thanks to a new outdoor table being delivered this afternoon, and some lucky timing, we got an early taste of holiday eating our (orange themed for some reason) tea out on the deck – just before it tipped it down with rain.

Stay safe, stay strong!

• Feeling: Demotivated/Deflated
• Listening to: Nothing today 
• Watching: QI

Found it hard to get motivated today and ended the day feeling a bit deflated. But just a week to go until we’re on holiday 🙂

Had a big bag of gravel and some trellis pieces delivered this morning. The plan for the gravel is to go around the edge of the deck and to lay a new gravel path at the front of the house. The trellis is for one of the roses (a buff beauty) we planted last year which needs some support.

At lunchtime I went to pick up some books from Warwick Books – really good to see Mog and Pauline there, and I came home with a bumper haul of books. One of the books was a “quiz master” book for F, and she spent some of the afternoon quizzing us (mainly exposing our areas of ignorance, although occasionally letting one of us shine with our knowledge – still wondering how on earth B knew that Gordon Sumner was Sting’s real name).

This afternoon I had my head down for work calls while D took the kids to the park for a bit. Kids prepared a family quiz for Sunday then watched a film (Animal Crackers).

Tomorrow we have a proper day out planned with two National Trust properties on the list – first Charlecote Park which is our nearest NT property and a regular destination for us, and then somewhere we’ve only been a couple of times before, although it’s not that far away, Hidecote – which is an arts and crafts-inspired garden and very beautiful.

• Feeling: Tired
• Listening to: Nothing today 
• Watching: Stumptown

Been just really tired all day – woke up tired, had to have a nap at lunch time and tired again this evening – just tired!

Apart from that work and more work today – a call taking up the majority of the morning, and working through issues all afternoon. D was in college this morning and had a long call with her colleagues this afternoon so she was also deep in work all day.

The kids did a pretty good job of keeping themselves busy. B is still deep into special effects and computer modelling – he’s been trying to learn how to motion track facial features today. D and I encouraged him to try to have a plan for some kind of outcome from what he’s doing rather than just learning for the sake of it – but he seems happy to just work on doing something all day and doesn’t seem to feel the need to have some bigger motivation than just learning how to do something – which is fair enough.

B has started his “read a pile of books as high as myself” project and has done a life-size outline of himself to record his progress – this was up to yesterday:

F really liked the idea of having a lifesize drawing of herself and after a few false starts she completed the drawing today – of herself wearing headphones (because she likes music), wearing a waistcoat (because that’s her favourite outfit), on a skateboard and eating a tuna melt.

In the afternoon B and F worked on a screenplay, and although it was rather a difficult experience for me listening to the process, they did work on it together for quite some time without any serious fallings out – which is impressive and unusual. I did have to tell B a few times he should speak to F in a nicer way, but F told me “if I can deal with it, you don’t have to get upset” – she doesn’t need me to fight her battles for her!

Take away pizza for tea (Basement Brown’s for the kids, Red Hot Mamma for me and D). And now time to sleep I think.

Stay safe, stay strong

• Feeling: OK
• Listening to: Lots
• Watching: Tourist Trap

Sainsbury delivery this morning – the days of struggling to get a delivery slot or getting basics like flour delivered seem to be a thing of the past – although oddly haven’t been able to get any Oyster Sauce from Sainsbury’s for the last two weeks (which is the secret ingredient in my bolognese recipe).

I got grumpy with D when I found she’d thrown out kiwis that I had mentally promised myself I was going to make into jam – I think the grumpiness really stemmed from the fact that I immediately felt guilty that I hadn’t actually got around to said jam making. In a fit of pique I rescued them from the food waste and made them into jam immediately – although I’m not entirely sure I want to eat it now!

I also (after quite a long break) made bread this morning which was a much more successful affair. Two loaves made with white spelt flour, which crackled nicely when they came out of the oven.

We had lunch outside on the deck again (tuna melt bagels which has turned into a Wednesday lunch staple for some reason over the last few weeks).

I spent the afternoon on work calls, and then in the evening was one of the “special guests” at our last “virtual choir” session (for the moment at least). It was great fun and nice to be able to chat with Seb (our choir leader/conductor/MD) and Rosie (chair) on the call – and then to others afterwards at our “virtual pub” which we have on Zoom. Whether we will be able to rehearse in person in the autumn, and if so with what restrictions, we don’t know – but we do know that as soon as we can safely sing together we will do so.

Stay safe, stay strong

• Feeling: Better
• Listening to: Nothing today
• Watching: Bake Off: The Professionals

A quiet day today. Mainly work for me and D while the kids mainly amused themselves. Woke at a reasonable time – D already awake of course – and got up while the kids stayed in bed for a while.

D had to go into work for a couple of hours and the kids only just made it up before she left. They played on computers until I suggested they do something non-screen based so F did some “paint by numbers” (dolphins) and I asked B to try to work out the best way to use all the decking off-cuts to build planters – maximising the volume of the planters I could build – that kept him busy until lunch!

D was back for lunch and we ate on the deck. She’d gone to Homebase on the way home to pick up a roll of lining paper. B has set himself a challenge of reading a “Bryn height” stack of books this summer – so he wanted the paper to draw an outline of himself which he can use to record each book as he reads it.

I only had one call today so quite a laid back day for me. In the evening F had a tutoring session and then the kids went to bed, I spoke to Mum and that was almost it for the day. I haven’t made bread in ages so I mixed up some poolish to bake a couple of spelt flour loaves tomorrow.

Stay safe, stay strong.

• Feeling: Better
• Listening to: The Killers, Hot Fuss
• Watching: Stumptown

Felt much better today, and was especially perked up after finally successfully booking a holiday cottage in Wales for a week in August. We (mainly me persuading D) splurged twice as much on the cottage rental as we might normally, but with the cancelled holiday at Easter I felt like we could afford to splash out. The property looks amazing and now really looking forward to our break (and hoping nothing happens in the meantime that will stop us going).

It was the first day of the school holidays and D had taken the day off to spend with the kids, while I was still working. D, B and F walked to Warwick in the morning, had a chat to Mog and Pauline at Warwick Books and walked back via the park with some tree climbing en route.

Despite the walking they all seemed very cheerful when they got back and we had a nice lunch before I had to go back to work for the afternoon while everyone else watched a movie.

In my bad mood / tiredness yesterday I also forgot to recount some excitement making a bottle rocket with F. On Sunday morning F wanted to make a balloon powered car, but then found instructions for making a bottle rocket with a bottle, bicarb & vinegar – so we decided to give it a go.

Our first attempt was a failure – we got a small bit of fizzing but that was it. The second attempt (made with a variety of ageing vinegar from the back of our store cupboard) was an amazing success – F gave the mixture in the bottle a good shake, put the bottle down, and whoosh – the bottle exploded into the air, going right up I should say at least twice the height of the house.

By the third, and final, attempt we were down to some Black Rice vinegar that I think must be at least 20 years old (I drew the line at using the recently purchased sherry or balsamic vinegar!). We followed the same procedure as the previous attempt as we’d decided the problem with the first attempt was we hadn’t shaken it enough or given it enough time. Sadly, this time nothing happened. We shook it again, and again nothing happened. F asked if she could give it one last shake – I said yes but didn’t really think it was going to change anything – then as F put the bottle back down BANG the cork popped out and the bottle went straight … into Fs face 🙁 Poor F – the shock and a face covered in vinegar was too much and tears began to flow – but luckily she wasn’t really hurt and was OK after a cuddle and a wash.

I stank of vinegar for the rest of the day – I just couldn’t get rid of the smell!

Stay safe, stay strong.